Well, since I last posted I've been "meeting" these odd creatures every night on their own terms: my backyard, with my head tilted back and eyes closed. It's a strange characteristic of this meeting that I have to focus on the starfield in order to strengthen the connection with this dimension. I focus just as though I were looking at the "dome" of our night sky. When I focus, the physical strength of the creatures seems to magnify. Anyway, now that I've been doing this for upwards of a month now, an ominous element has crept in, and that is that I can feel a creature "riding" on my head all the time now.
I've said too that they seem to be able to reach under skin and muscle to the skull itself; well I have tried to extricate myself from the creature by sort of "scraping" him off my head with fingers, then lacing the fingers together I lift as high as I can.
When I do this, I can actually feel the thing trying to hold on through my sinuses and inside my head. As soon as I let go though, he rushes back down to his position on my head, with tentacles positioned as before: inside any open spaces in my head.
I know these are small creatures, but I also know that there are large versions of them; otherwise they wouldn't have the leverage to be able to pull my head around the way they do.
I know that these horrible things would kill me if they could.
This should serve as a warning to anyone who would attempt to connect with the dimension inhabited by these things. Don't EVER do this.
It may be impossible to ever be rid of the creatures.
Why does the creature hang onto me all the time? What does he get out of it? Are they some strange parasite that will eat my brain out from the inside?
What the hell do they subsist on? Energy from me? I haven't noticed a single thing different physically, like feeling tired all the time, no energy, etc.-- nothing like that. But I can feel the thing or things on my head all the time. They are real. I know it as sure as I sit here typing: this is real and I want to be rid of the monsters. I can feel their soft bodies, tentacles wrapping around my hands, stinging my skin with their weird "fingers".
All I can hope for now is that they will show up on an X-ray or CT scan, which I will have done as soon as possible.
These freaks of the paranormal are not to be messed with. They are malevolent and seek to cause pain, or kill.
Beware.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
More Weird Stuff...
Just as I think things are getting routine with these odd, tentacled creatures, they surprise me with what they do. Today, I sat back in a chair just for the heck of it, to see if they would 'appear", and sure enough, they didn't disappoint. They began with what feels like a small one of them perched on my head like a hat, but with the tentacles wrapped around, down the sides of my face to hold himself on, then they started pulling my cheeks apart, and somehow they have the ability to puff my cheeks apart without pushing them out from the inside. This happened, and while this was going on, one very tiny end started wriggling up my left nostril. What a feeling! I could feel the hairs inside moving as the little slimy thing wriggled past. It went about 1/2 to 3/4 inch into my nostril, then the weirdest occurrence took place:I could feel a soft, squishy sort of tube envelop my nose, but with sort of a "kissing" motion, it moved on and off -- and I could feel breath against my cheek! The thing was trying to suck on my nose.
Feeling the breath against my face was a definite thing, as I was inside, more than 10 feet from the nearest window. It was breath, alright. So this changes my whole theory of the environment of this other dimension. I had previously theorized that I was underwater here, because of the "swishing" feeling I was getting when turning my head from side to side, but now I believe that it's simply a very dense atmosphere. The creatures breathe it, breathe it against my face, and it feels like a gaseous material hitting me, rather than a liquid.
I've written that, as I hold my hand up to my mouth with a lit cigarette I can actually see the ash, and see it grow bright as I puff. This remains true, when I'm in the dark, that is. Definitely my eyes are closed, and closed all the way. I test this...and it doesn't seem to work this way until a few minutes have passed; what I mean is I have to sort of "warm up" after opening my eyes for a second or two and shutting them again. This part works this way: when I shut my eyes, I try to focus them on the "sky", i.e., at a distance, then a few faint stars appear, and as this happens, there is sort of a ring of slightly brighter shade around the edge of my vision, in which things like the glowing end of a cigarette, and even my hands, are visible. With my eyes closed. I struggle to see the creatures but to no avail-- they are invisible to me. I just think it's sort of cool that I have this "second sight" with my eyes closed. But when I see, I don't see the environment that's really here, I just see what's "there". What I see is nothing, basically, and if I saw around me here, I'd see some things, like the bushes next to me, trees, etc.
More to come...
Feeling the breath against my face was a definite thing, as I was inside, more than 10 feet from the nearest window. It was breath, alright. So this changes my whole theory of the environment of this other dimension. I had previously theorized that I was underwater here, because of the "swishing" feeling I was getting when turning my head from side to side, but now I believe that it's simply a very dense atmosphere. The creatures breathe it, breathe it against my face, and it feels like a gaseous material hitting me, rather than a liquid.
I've written that, as I hold my hand up to my mouth with a lit cigarette I can actually see the ash, and see it grow bright as I puff. This remains true, when I'm in the dark, that is. Definitely my eyes are closed, and closed all the way. I test this...and it doesn't seem to work this way until a few minutes have passed; what I mean is I have to sort of "warm up" after opening my eyes for a second or two and shutting them again. This part works this way: when I shut my eyes, I try to focus them on the "sky", i.e., at a distance, then a few faint stars appear, and as this happens, there is sort of a ring of slightly brighter shade around the edge of my vision, in which things like the glowing end of a cigarette, and even my hands, are visible. With my eyes closed. I struggle to see the creatures but to no avail-- they are invisible to me. I just think it's sort of cool that I have this "second sight" with my eyes closed. But when I see, I don't see the environment that's really here, I just see what's "there". What I see is nothing, basically, and if I saw around me here, I'd see some things, like the bushes next to me, trees, etc.
More to come...
Dancing..turned ugly
Every night, I've sat out for a couple of hours so I could meet the Creature From The Parallel Universe. I've never been disappointed-- whenever I tilt back to view the zenith, the creature is there touching my face with its tentacles-- which are kind of slimy. It's like an octopus is probing my face and mouth. It seems fascinated with my teeth, which it touches lightly with one tentacle, one by one, going around from front to back, as with one or more of its other tentacles it holds my head, sometimes very firmly, in place. It will curl the very end of its tendril back and forth against my tongue, with sort of a curling-straightening motion., It will probe under my lips, going around the outside of my gums, in order, I assume, to gain a complete picture of the thing it has found.
How do I appear to it? Who knows? Does it have sight? Use light? There's something else which I have noticed: I seem to see stars, twinkling and shining, with my eyelids completely closed-- not tightly, just completely closed--and also, I've noticed something else: a bright light source appears at my right. What it is, I don't know; whether the creatures use light or not is a question I lack sufficient data to answer, but the light is diffuse, and even weirder: I raise my right hand so it will cover the light, and I can see the silhouette of my hand! With eyes closed! I move my hand back and forth and I can definitely see it with a sidelong look.
I've also noticed that the creature seems to change from night to night, sometimes a strong one that exerts considerable force, while at other times, there seem to be "hands" caressing the sides of my face, but with little slimy-feeling ends to them. They are creatures with tentacles-- that's certain; how many they have is not answerable, but more than two, definitely.
Tonight, I felt a sort of broad, flat tentacle probe my mouth as usual, but this one kept going past my tongue and down my throat-- I felt it sliding farther and farther into my throat, like it was going down to either my lungs or down to the stomach. Weird! I stopped it by breaking out of the contact, because I was a little scared the thing might injure me. After all, it caused my bad tooth to feel excruciating pain, and what's more, it seemed to sense the pain somehow, and enjoy it. So I wouldn't let it go too far down my throat. It probably wouldn't have done a thing, because this is not real...is it?
Well, I feel the slimy tentacles curling back and forth across my lower lip constantly when I make contact, the pressure on my upper jaw and nose sometimes increases alarmingly, but, my curiosity being the strongest characteristic, I have to keep on with the contacts until I learn the whole picture.
Another fact I've realized is that the whole environment seems to be underwater. When contact is made, and if I move my head back and forth slowly, it feels for all the world like I am underwater, and this probably accounts for the varying intensity of the stars which are visible. It also accounts for the tentacles, and the gradulaness with which the changes take place.
Also, my sight with eyes closed has another strange ability, and that is to see the lit end of my cigarette gowing brightly as I puff on it. Eyes closed-- I've tested this over and over, letting my eyelids drift up a bit-- when I do that I see the sky and lights of the world around me so clearly (obviously!) that I KNOW my eyes are closed when I see the ash light up. I do have a strange, inconsistent "second sight" with eyes closed. That's a fact.
I know this all sounds crazy, and I know I will have my detractors who will simply say all this is my imagination. I've thought of this and believe me, it's plausible. But evidence is evidence, and when I can have someone stand in front of me and observe the changes in my face-- sometimes it gets pretty scrunched up--that there's no way I could make happen, such as my mouth pulling as far back as anyone else could do it, then I'll have the proof that I need as well as does everyone else. At that point also, I'll be able to get video evidence which will show all of what I'm claiming here. I was speaking with someone about this, and I want to repeat: If they stood in front of me and shined a flashlight on my face-- there would be the evidence. So long as the observers accepted that there would be no way I could-- or anyone could-- contort my face like that! My nose will bend way over to one side if the creature seems to want me to turn my head to that side, or they will just simply have a tentacle up against the roof of my mouth-- very hard-- if they want me to raise my head, or so I'm assuming, though nothing is certain where such an inscrutable race is concerned.
Another fact which won't help me very much is that if I fall asleep, the contact is broken and no further action can be expected from the creatures. I must be consciously aware of being "there", wherever "there" is, in order to bring about the physical contact.
How do I appear to it? Who knows? Does it have sight? Use light? There's something else which I have noticed: I seem to see stars, twinkling and shining, with my eyelids completely closed-- not tightly, just completely closed--and also, I've noticed something else: a bright light source appears at my right. What it is, I don't know; whether the creatures use light or not is a question I lack sufficient data to answer, but the light is diffuse, and even weirder: I raise my right hand so it will cover the light, and I can see the silhouette of my hand! With eyes closed! I move my hand back and forth and I can definitely see it with a sidelong look.
I've also noticed that the creature seems to change from night to night, sometimes a strong one that exerts considerable force, while at other times, there seem to be "hands" caressing the sides of my face, but with little slimy-feeling ends to them. They are creatures with tentacles-- that's certain; how many they have is not answerable, but more than two, definitely.
Tonight, I felt a sort of broad, flat tentacle probe my mouth as usual, but this one kept going past my tongue and down my throat-- I felt it sliding farther and farther into my throat, like it was going down to either my lungs or down to the stomach. Weird! I stopped it by breaking out of the contact, because I was a little scared the thing might injure me. After all, it caused my bad tooth to feel excruciating pain, and what's more, it seemed to sense the pain somehow, and enjoy it. So I wouldn't let it go too far down my throat. It probably wouldn't have done a thing, because this is not real...is it?
Well, I feel the slimy tentacles curling back and forth across my lower lip constantly when I make contact, the pressure on my upper jaw and nose sometimes increases alarmingly, but, my curiosity being the strongest characteristic, I have to keep on with the contacts until I learn the whole picture.
Another fact I've realized is that the whole environment seems to be underwater. When contact is made, and if I move my head back and forth slowly, it feels for all the world like I am underwater, and this probably accounts for the varying intensity of the stars which are visible. It also accounts for the tentacles, and the gradulaness with which the changes take place.
Also, my sight with eyes closed has another strange ability, and that is to see the lit end of my cigarette gowing brightly as I puff on it. Eyes closed-- I've tested this over and over, letting my eyelids drift up a bit-- when I do that I see the sky and lights of the world around me so clearly (obviously!) that I KNOW my eyes are closed when I see the ash light up. I do have a strange, inconsistent "second sight" with eyes closed. That's a fact.
I know this all sounds crazy, and I know I will have my detractors who will simply say all this is my imagination. I've thought of this and believe me, it's plausible. But evidence is evidence, and when I can have someone stand in front of me and observe the changes in my face-- sometimes it gets pretty scrunched up--that there's no way I could make happen, such as my mouth pulling as far back as anyone else could do it, then I'll have the proof that I need as well as does everyone else. At that point also, I'll be able to get video evidence which will show all of what I'm claiming here. I was speaking with someone about this, and I want to repeat: If they stood in front of me and shined a flashlight on my face-- there would be the evidence. So long as the observers accepted that there would be no way I could-- or anyone could-- contort my face like that! My nose will bend way over to one side if the creature seems to want me to turn my head to that side, or they will just simply have a tentacle up against the roof of my mouth-- very hard-- if they want me to raise my head, or so I'm assuming, though nothing is certain where such an inscrutable race is concerned.
Another fact which won't help me very much is that if I fall asleep, the contact is broken and no further action can be expected from the creatures. I must be consciously aware of being "there", wherever "there" is, in order to bring about the physical contact.
Breakthrough! Transdimensional Dancing
I have had a definite scientific breakthrough! One that can be demonstrated with evidential proof. I have made contact with a creature from a parallel universe. One that coexists with us, but on a different plane. This creature, it seems, is aware that my face is there in front of him. He has touched it in a way that convinces me this is not my imagination. He leans down on my cheeks with at least 50-60 lbs of force, then will force my head to turn to the left or right.
It happened thus...
While I'm sitting, "looking" at the stars with eyes closed-- I see them every night. Brighter or dimmer from time to time, but definitely there. So I'm watching them twinkle and glow, with an occasional streak of a meteor or some such, when I become aware thet my cheeks are pulling back toward my ears. It's like sitting on a centrifuge, and it's a gradual process, so it takes me a few moments to even notice it. So this goes on night after night, and it seems the stars have to be visible behind my eyes for it to happen. I use it as a test of sorts: if my cheeks pull back, then seeing the stars is working. I let my imagination go, fancying that when my cheeks pull back, I'm "accelerating", traveling among the stars, which is, of course, something I'd jump at if the chance presented itself. Fun stuff.
One night though, it turned strange beyond strange. I went into a trance while watching the stars-- wasn't sleeping, just a sort of self-induced hypnosis. This state lasted for at least an hour, when I snapped out of it suddenly, because I felt something in my mouth: it was as if a kid about 5 or 6 had put her hand in there and was "waving" her fingers up and down against my tongue. It felt for all the world like tentacles. I was fascinated, and determined immediately to pursue it to its conclusion, whatever that might be. The feeling of tentacles has, over the past 2 weeks or so, gone from light probing of my facial areas to ourtright leaning on me. The weight behind it must be as though someone of about 150 lbs or so was leaning down with as much weight as they could lean. The weight is against my jaws, cheeks, chin, etc.-- not on my forehead or eyes. Now, at the same time as the feeling of the tentacles in my mouth, I felt as though someone has their hands around my head, like from temple to temple over the top of my head, toward the front. This feeling is light, never hard or squeezing. It seems to always be there no matter what else is going on. Like I have a hat on that is tilted far back...
I can actually feel the straining of the creature's muscles, like it is exerting as much effort as possible. Sometimes it feels like it's actually trying to hurt me; others like it is just touching for its own sake.
To initiate the contact with this parallel universe creature, I just sit in the chair and tilt my head back. Sometimes-- and this is where the dancing comes in-- the creature's "hands" will press down, and if I move my head back and forth, (like you're saying "no"), the creature will actually respond, moving its hands back and forth with me.
Transdimensional dancing.
It happened thus...
While I'm sitting, "looking" at the stars with eyes closed-- I see them every night. Brighter or dimmer from time to time, but definitely there. So I'm watching them twinkle and glow, with an occasional streak of a meteor or some such, when I become aware thet my cheeks are pulling back toward my ears. It's like sitting on a centrifuge, and it's a gradual process, so it takes me a few moments to even notice it. So this goes on night after night, and it seems the stars have to be visible behind my eyes for it to happen. I use it as a test of sorts: if my cheeks pull back, then seeing the stars is working. I let my imagination go, fancying that when my cheeks pull back, I'm "accelerating", traveling among the stars, which is, of course, something I'd jump at if the chance presented itself. Fun stuff.
One night though, it turned strange beyond strange. I went into a trance while watching the stars-- wasn't sleeping, just a sort of self-induced hypnosis. This state lasted for at least an hour, when I snapped out of it suddenly, because I felt something in my mouth: it was as if a kid about 5 or 6 had put her hand in there and was "waving" her fingers up and down against my tongue. It felt for all the world like tentacles. I was fascinated, and determined immediately to pursue it to its conclusion, whatever that might be. The feeling of tentacles has, over the past 2 weeks or so, gone from light probing of my facial areas to ourtright leaning on me. The weight behind it must be as though someone of about 150 lbs or so was leaning down with as much weight as they could lean. The weight is against my jaws, cheeks, chin, etc.-- not on my forehead or eyes. Now, at the same time as the feeling of the tentacles in my mouth, I felt as though someone has their hands around my head, like from temple to temple over the top of my head, toward the front. This feeling is light, never hard or squeezing. It seems to always be there no matter what else is going on. Like I have a hat on that is tilted far back...
I can actually feel the straining of the creature's muscles, like it is exerting as much effort as possible. Sometimes it feels like it's actually trying to hurt me; others like it is just touching for its own sake.
To initiate the contact with this parallel universe creature, I just sit in the chair and tilt my head back. Sometimes-- and this is where the dancing comes in-- the creature's "hands" will press down, and if I move my head back and forth, (like you're saying "no"), the creature will actually respond, moving its hands back and forth with me.
Transdimensional dancing.
The night sky and other things...
I've discovered some things in my backyard which are interesting, to say the least. To begin with, I like to sit outside looking at the beautiful California night sky; because the air is very dry here-- it's a desert climate-- I see things that I could never see back East, where the only time the humidity is low is in winter.
It's always fairly mild here, so I can sit out for hours just watching the sky slowly wheel over my head. I've even seen some things that I can't explain, like the white-glowing object that streaked by one night at about 2,000 MPH. I'll expand on that later.
Anyway, I usually sit in a chair with my head tilted back so I can get a good view overhead.
So one night, I'm sitting out as usual, looking up and seeing lots of stars and a few planets, identifying the constellations and such like that, when for a moment I closed my eyes-- they were feeling a bit dry. It was strange...but I could still see stars! Not the same starfield, this was different, but some stars looked just as bright as with eyes open. They stayed stationary when I moved my eyes, so that it looked for all the world that my eyes were open, but that the starfield was a strange one.
I kept my eyes closed, making sure they were closed all the way but not shut tight. When you shut your eyes tightly there's a phenomenon called phosphenes, which are those blobs of color that you see swimming around till your eyes are totally dark-adapted. I wanted to avoid anything like that.
I should say at this point that I have been an amateur astronomer for most of my adult life, and owned a nice telescope which I stupidly sold before moving to California. Why? I have no idea. So I've had some experience with sky viewing.
Anyway, gradually a dark scene unfolded around me. To my right there were some bare trees. I couldn't tell what kind-- just that they were bare. To my left there was a pole of some kind. Maybe a light pole-- who knows. Just a tall-- 50-60' or so-- pole. The rest of the scene featured a sky that went to a horizon that looked forested, a sort of squarish-looking structure to my right, like a flat rooftop or some such. So I'm in a huge clearing, like a meadow, with a low, square structure to my immediate right, a pole to my left and at my right some trees with no leaves. I can't really see the ground as the whole scene is very dark anyway.
The really weird thing is that I have seen that very same place every time since.
Well, maybe not THE really weird thing. OK, so I would sit out every night after that, looking to see that scene "behind" my eyes. Is it all my imagination? Most likely-- right? That's what I thought for a long time. I mean, who "sees" stars when they close their eyes?
To be continued...
It's always fairly mild here, so I can sit out for hours just watching the sky slowly wheel over my head. I've even seen some things that I can't explain, like the white-glowing object that streaked by one night at about 2,000 MPH. I'll expand on that later.
Anyway, I usually sit in a chair with my head tilted back so I can get a good view overhead.
So one night, I'm sitting out as usual, looking up and seeing lots of stars and a few planets, identifying the constellations and such like that, when for a moment I closed my eyes-- they were feeling a bit dry. It was strange...but I could still see stars! Not the same starfield, this was different, but some stars looked just as bright as with eyes open. They stayed stationary when I moved my eyes, so that it looked for all the world that my eyes were open, but that the starfield was a strange one.
I kept my eyes closed, making sure they were closed all the way but not shut tight. When you shut your eyes tightly there's a phenomenon called phosphenes, which are those blobs of color that you see swimming around till your eyes are totally dark-adapted. I wanted to avoid anything like that.
I should say at this point that I have been an amateur astronomer for most of my adult life, and owned a nice telescope which I stupidly sold before moving to California. Why? I have no idea. So I've had some experience with sky viewing.
Anyway, gradually a dark scene unfolded around me. To my right there were some bare trees. I couldn't tell what kind-- just that they were bare. To my left there was a pole of some kind. Maybe a light pole-- who knows. Just a tall-- 50-60' or so-- pole. The rest of the scene featured a sky that went to a horizon that looked forested, a sort of squarish-looking structure to my right, like a flat rooftop or some such. So I'm in a huge clearing, like a meadow, with a low, square structure to my immediate right, a pole to my left and at my right some trees with no leaves. I can't really see the ground as the whole scene is very dark anyway.
The really weird thing is that I have seen that very same place every time since.
Well, maybe not THE really weird thing. OK, so I would sit out every night after that, looking to see that scene "behind" my eyes. Is it all my imagination? Most likely-- right? That's what I thought for a long time. I mean, who "sees" stars when they close their eyes?
To be continued...
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